Anonymous said: I could use all the excuses in the book but none of them will justify my actions in the past. I wouldn't dare disrespect you with them now either. It took losing you for good to finally grow up and realize what I need to do in life. Losing you made me see just how wrong of a life I had been living. You changed me for the better when all I could think was the opposite. There's not a day that goes by that I don't think about You and what I could have done differently.
And what exactly would you of done differently?